Is it worth it?
The time, the energy, the lack of availability for other things, the stressors, all of it.
I have people to introduce others to.
I have stories to tell.
I have a fascination with humanity.
I have a passion for expression.
I have dreams of making these things all work together.
I am doing the things required to make those dreams come true.
Small scale is perfectly fine for me I don't need the things that other people need in life, but if they want more than what I can provide I am very happy to say I am extremely supportive of others finding a better fit for them to do what I'm working on above. It's taken me years of work to not have such toxic attachment as I have in my past or allow fears of abandonment to write my life story anymore. Still even now I continue to do that work and probably will till the day the light goes out behind my eyes.
Until then all gas, no breaks to quote Swanky Bubbles.
You already know my answer - Nipsy Tussle
